6.20.2008

Terrible times

Unfortunately, it's not always easy to spot when you've entered an abusive relationship.  I'm a typical Taurus, in that I hold in a lot of feelings, and then when I can't take it anymore, I let it all blow up.  I can be mean and manipulative.  I've treated my "closest" relatives and friends like dirt when I feel that I've been wronged.  I'll generally tell them how they've wronged me and tell them the worst things I can say about them (yes, to their faces).  Then I'll pout, and tell them I expect an apology.  -don't worry, it gets worse-  Then I won't accept their apology, and make them say sorry a few more times, then make them explain what they've done.  When I'm feeling especially high and mighty, I begin a very pushy conversation about how their life has been one complete fuck up.  I ask them, "why do you treat me like this?"  "what's wrong with you?"
The real question is, what's wrong with me?
I hope he can see that he's in an abusive relationship.  

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